Once you realize that your thoughts are not who you are, it’s only a small step before you realize that your emotions share the same characteristic. We are only the reaction to emotional and mental stimuli. Though we feel anger, we do not have to react with wrath.
It is so good to remember God every moment. And if you can’t remember God, remember death. Death will bring you there.
I knew what was happening, I knew I couldn’t stop it, but it was so devastating; I was being destroyed — all that was familiar, all reference points, all identity — all viciously shattered in a few seconds. I couldn’t even mourn the loss — there was no one left to do the mourning.
Up, up, out, out, eyes closed, I am at the speed of light, expanding, expanding, expanding, faster and faster until I have become so large that I no longer exist — my speed is so great that everything has come to a stop — here I gaze upon the entire universe.
I am so sorry to all the people I hurt while I was hurting.